getting knocked down has become part of my mourning routine
it's like time- paused; and we came back picked up exactly where we left out. it was never perfect but on late nights i never wanted to be anywhere else- but they took me away cuffed in a back seat. processed & told to wait; wait until-
it's like we turned the clock; left everything the way it was, except for us. i've changed. either for good or for bad- the road traveled left scars memories; made a lot of 2nd opinions on things once ruled out. to give everything a second chance so life doesn't have anymore what ifs.
sometimes just sometimes i come out of this deep hole that i burried to see the sun in all it’s glory go see a movie boba maybe a new hoodie and shortly return to the hole and consider doing that again next week. (maybe)
it's not that i don't trust you i don't trust myself to see you for what you do not for what you say; every lie is a dime out of my pocket & out of ten- i came up short to pay for the next.
we took the elevator to the top floor sunny day, we came to play, in my arms till we're all gray. wondering how we got this high in the middle of july you beautiful monarch butterfly- and than you were gone. flew away too a city not far away. i can't cross that border elevator… Continue reading regis tower
in the highest coop waiting; not for a court date egg to hatch or a the crosshair to bleed red, for the wind to shift. for the softest landing around our ankles, it wasn't a ruling a spoiled omlet or an assassination, a request to breathe. so we wait, in this coop, for the wind… Continue reading untarnished optics
it's the nothing that scares me; black voids a space between nowhere and a place that use to exist, like a city forgotten by google maps that place. haunted by regret sorrow and a memory of existing, it's that place that place keeps me up at night- once littered with treasure stripped clean like a… Continue reading troy