I have to write. I stare at this blank page and it stares back taunts me. It feeds off me like a leech it feast on my fears for breakfast and sips my anxiety like tea. Never satisfied until I write. So here I sit Staring through this open window waiting for the magic. From… Continue reading Magic
social life of a human
fit to fit in is a privilege
not meant for everyone
chasing a dream a dream I had once a dream of something normal. The old normal. A culdesac barbecue block party with a domestic drink and a domestic life. This is different. The smell of a culdesac turns me vegan.
the day before yesterday
Planning for the future with a hammer and a couple nails. It's a joke I know but it's the truth. The nails are a bit rusted felt like I should mention that. Bent too. Head to Home Depot to have your card rejected but find a two by four on the way home. Buddy… Continue reading the day before yesterday
Faith
The black panther lives in the rainforest. This is the home of Faith. The promising work of a florist. Home forever even as a wraith. Enchanting the world with sunny kisses. Always with you like a reprise. True nature's cheery missus. In spring time, love is carried on the breeze. Her beauty undeniable by… Continue reading Faith
chicken pox
all fun and games until you start scratching; it'll bite back multiply find a way to exist
mayday
i don't know if i'll love the same i don't know if that's bad -i know we will find out -i know that's good
all of yesterday
pretty sure i've never done anything & today is the first day i drew breath the night before, the night before i gathered materials for a brisket that brisk evening we took a stroll to the market to get a brisk iced tea and a cigarette all of yesterday in smoke
moment’s notice
so you always cared or did you just want your ass ate.
myth
pray for me they keep talkin’ on me keep that mouth away from me. just a worldy wonder a monolith you leavin’ with filth leavin’ here real high, a -
peter pan
they said it's normal to feel behind; i'm just not used to chasing myself
melt my eyes
it was the moment you met mine i knew you'd be mine; crimson aura crushing my brick wall red roses, bleeding over red roses
two the nine
chances are i take a chance on myself for the first time; i can remember the bad bets they were never on the house someone else's & they went bust not this time ill gamble on this pair
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i see the demons lurking behind every devious thought; cursing me reminding me you can never out run yourself
lemons
i never worried just stayed up all night thinking long Summer evening